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The Box

RACHAEL LIN WHEELER

in the photo, it is my fifteenth 

birthday & i am opening 

the navy, palm-sized box

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i imagine the silver bracelet inside 

once looped around my mother’s 

wrist when she was my age & her hands

were too small to hold 

 

onto river water unspooled, its surge

heard but never felt 

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a history unopened is imagined 

as weightless, yet it pierced 

through the center of my body 

before anyone realized 

it was there 

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think gilded blade severing ribbon, or mouth

filled with water & smoke: another song

lost & buried in silt 

 

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like any empty room, i am tired of mourning

the faces in photos i cannot name 

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when i was still nameless, 

i was found 

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in a box left on summer-hot steps

somewhere in a country 

whose language lifted ghost-like 

from my tongue 

before i ever learned 

its taste 

 

beside me: powdered milk 

to stave off 

some predicted hunger

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i wonder if the woman, who i imagine

has the same hands 

i do, or the same voice—all rolling

marble & thick bell ring—i wonder

if she remembers my birthday

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The two of us sit on the dark lawn

beside the terracotta terrace, soft

lit amber straying from the one

open window of the farmhouse.

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We speak outside of ourselves,

this stranger & I. Those inside,

whose voices I could not assign

to faces, lie alone in the lamplight

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of their unlocked bedrooms: drift

from thought to thought & from breath

to breath as if each were only some

passing fallow doe, none of which

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they will recall—& none of these

fleeting selves will leave the privacy

of their own bodies—once morning

waxes above the cypress & above

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our little lives. The woman

beside me offers stories of her

sister, her childhood city, but

never what brought her here.

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I imagine each story falling

into the nets of grapevine fields

below, or sent to the sleeping

cinta senese down the path as if

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they were lullabies. To believe

those animals also need someone

to listen to. To know each story

is evidence of our own survival.

Tuscan Nocturne

Rachael Lin Wheeler is currently a student attending Choate Rosemary Hall in Connecticut. She is a Pushcart Prize nominee and her writing and photography have been recognized by Scholastic Art & Writing Awards. Her poetry appears in various publications. Serving as the editorial assistant for EX/POST MAGAZINE, Rachael Lin is also the founder and editor of Vox Viola Literary Magazine—an intersectional feminist publication—which can be found at https://voxviola.com. She is prone to 2 am laundry folding.

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